it really is..

when im bored, i'll do this. its called, camWHORING. hahaha! woman, stop it! *sigh

books books!

these are what ive been reading for the past weeks. u guys should too! they are really a page-turner!

dude!

oi budak aku rindu ko laa gile! haishh. sila topup and reply the texts!! -,-"

T_T

today (since its 1230am already) will be the day im committing kamikaze. wanna knw why? coz the results will be out today!!! damn!!! dup dap dup dap.... haishh!! and i received a text from uitm telling me to update sufo (wtf? nampak sgt uitm xsabar aku nak check result since, and i quote, "NO SUFO NO RESULT")
cehh. anyways ive just seen the last samurai on hbo.. oh wow! it moves me to how a person is so patriotic to its country and culture. :'(
nways since im committing kamikaze....i just wanna say this as a last piece of words.
babes sorry if ive done n said anything bad or mistakes ive made.
guys: jat, mer, fiq i love you. sorry xpat spend time.
d family: sorry for being such a stubborn girl.

damn! drama gile!! haishh!

crybaby sniff sniff sniff!

i dunno if its my hormones or just being a girl or whatsoever....but im gonna dish you on something that u dunno about me. heres the thing..... >> i cry. not just the usual falling down tears thingy..but more like the stream of tears not stopping thingy. haha. i cry a lot whenever i see movies which have a storyline involving sad love stories, family and tight friendships. i DO cry, seriously. hell, i even cry if i read books with that kind of stuff! hahaahaa. dunno if im such a crybaby or what but i think im an emo girl when it comes to this. i tend to feel the characters' personalities in the movies and relate myself to them. ahh i dunno. i guess words and actions just give me that waves of empathy easily u know. guess what? i cry during Armageddon, i cry during The Notebook, i even cry during Pearl Harbor! how pathetic is that? hahahaaha. well, words get me too you know. i was crying here and there when i was reading PS I Love You! yeahh....what to do. im such a pathetic emotional crybaby girl. XD

so friends, please note this so that the next time we are seeing some old sad romance movies dun be surprise if im not whispering anythings to you...or paying attention to you. lalalaa ~

flashbacks alert!

hahahaha okay now you mustve think im crazy or something for keep putting photos...old photos to be exact up on this blog. hahahaha. well actually i got myself checking my MS account earlier..i havent been browsing the site like, i dunno ages? haha that site just doesnt interest me nemore. haha. nways my point of going back to it was actually to retrieve some photos which i have in my old lappie which cant be operated for awhile. (i dun even know if the lappie's gonna be okay or not haha) okay comin back to the topic...well these are some of the photos i could get my hands on just now. tgk lah lihatlah what a camwhore was i... (still do but a bit less now hoho) its funny actually seeing the old paan.. well, not literally. haha.

i looked really weird though in this pose XD

in Sunway waiting for the movie.

now this is poyo. :p

i luv this photo ekcely...maybe coz it really shows what i was feeling at that time

yeahh! kinokuniya baby! ppl come to buy books, i come to take pix! hahaha

if only i could...

there was never a time in my life when a thought of her did not creep up in my mind one or two times. i admit we had a history together. i am deeply saddened by her actions and thoughts previously...and what she had done, or didnt do. but i cannot judge a person w/o not being in her shoes. well, yes she did bad things, to herself n others, but then she must have reasons to justify herself, right? i mean...everybody makes mistakes, including me. nobody's perfect. but i truly believe.....that in her age n experiences she shouldve known better. but, i do miss the old times though. here's a memento.

reminiscing old times

okay since everyone's been crazy bout graduating n stuff...well that reminds me of MY own diploma graduation...hahaha. jeles laa gak kan tgk org lain post grad photos...haha! nways here are only some of them which i do love seeing from time to time.

it was ekcely during the Q-ing up

this is when i was q-ing up b4 entering the grand hall. wahh mata bersinar-sinar haha!

dlm dewan. i sat next to Eah my clsm8. not supposed to take pix but hey, knowing me, i did nways.

hahaha this photo always make me laugh coz i look so ridiculous! ekcely i was nervous helluva lot mase on stage so....

just right after coming out of the hall (l-r: Qmal, Yana, me, Chak)

with Kobe (one of the funniest guys ever) and Pet

alongside Feena, one of the bffs

Ijat..what can i say..man, this dude is freakin awesome! u can never talk to him w/o ended up not laughing. but when he's serious, he will not even smile.

introducing the housemates. (l-r: Nad, Imma n Yana)

another boring unproductive day goes by.

it has been weeks since ive really got myself out w friends and all..damn. im so bored out of my wits i just dunno what i should be doing anymore..what im supposed to do now, kill myself? yeah thats probably not a bad idea since life's been anything but fun. and lets not bring up today. well it could be considered as today as its already 7th of December. what about today, you say? well lets just say.....a friend of mine whom ive not seen since the day i took my spm cert in school...(probably what, 5 years back?) is getting married today and guess what? i couldnt come to her big day!  T_T

it all comes down to the one big issue that everyone has. MONEY. yeahh. money is always an issue for me whenever the holidays start. you're asking why, izit? well, how should i put this? only bcoz i'll finish my ptptn whenever the sem ended and yes, im only too lazy to work my butts off (dont look at me! this is the only time when i can laze around!) *okay thats probably a bit of a lie but whos checking?*

nways trying to busy myself with books which my sis bought. yeahh. thank god im such a nerdy bookworm, i can read and read and read without feeling bored. (yeahh provided that the books are enjoyable, that is). last i checked ive gotten straight finishing 2 novels in just one night! damn. here i recommend you readers out there to read Jane Green's Second Chances and Cecelia Ahern's The Book of Tomorrow. worth stuffing your nose on these literary. :) so nways got my hands on James Patterson's Hide and Seek. dunno how its gonna be yet coz havent started reading it but im sure its gonna be a page-turner as well. haha.

so anyhow if any of you cuties are like me who dunno what to do and is totally facing the boredomhood, holler at me. maybe we could arrange something like committing suicide together. at least it could be romantic..right?  XD

Lets Just Fall In Love Again

1. IF  SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Firework - Katy Perry 

  

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Secret - One Republic

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

If Its Love - Train

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Fly Away From Here - Aerosmith

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

I Cant Tell You Why - Brownstone

  

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Touch Me - DJ Tiesto (err...asl dpt nih?)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU

Today My Life Begins - Bruno Mars

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Dont Lie - BEP (HAHAHAHAHAHA!)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

We R Who We R - Kesha

  

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Like A G6 (Disco Fries Remix) - Far East Movement

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Got Your Back - TI ft Keri Hilson

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Adagio For Strings - DJ Tiesto

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Shooting Star (Party Rock Remix) - David Rush, LMFAO, Pitbull, Kevin Rudolf

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Stop - Spice Girls (yeahh you! stop right there!)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again - Usher (haha lagu romantic yg xbape nak romantic. sian wedding aku nnt hoho)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

I Party - Far East Movement feat Iz and DB Tonic (asl lagu nih?? ne ley org nak party time aku mati??)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Love The Way You Lie part 2 - Rihanna ft Eminem (err.....my hobby's nt lying ok. hahaha)

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

The Time (Dirty Bit) - BEP (hahaha mungkin sbb im always late for everything)

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Please Dont Go - Mike Posner

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Airplanes - BOB ft Hayley W (hahahaha yeahh gimme, gimme, gimme more)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf ft Lil Wayne

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Lets Just Fall In Love Again - Jason Castro

p/s: i know korg sume da wat thru fb but this is only for tagging in blog. :)

pinklady

naz

ieza jieja

maddybragsalot... :))

ahh mls nak tag da. :p

should i grieve over one lost friend?
should i weep over the friend turned enemy?
should i keep having flashbacks over the unwanted memories?
or should i just sweep everything under the rag and compress my emotions?

good news.

damn. most of my friends are getting married. *sigh*
this is unfair. hahaha! but still, am really happy for them.
one of my friends is having her hen's party tomorrow...i mean, today laa kan sebab Wednesday.
its a shame i couldnt be there to join in the fun *double sighs* but hey, not to worry i'll get my butt down to Ipoh on her wedding day! hehehe. so INNA FARINA please do enjoy your last moments of being a bachelorette.
XD