new addiction :)

Here's my latest addiction. Enjoy.

Ooo I wish I can have those shoes. Gorgy!

 

Audrey Hepburn-ish. Me likey! :)

 

Andro-style! Perfect for today's liberated women

I got hooked on this addiction thanks to Feena. huhuhu. Further info: Looklet

no silence needed

This past holidays have been episodes of weird, funny,sad moments all happening at once.
+ Ive always have these weird dreams which i dun really like. 
[I wake up to reliving those nitemares.]

+ Im forced to turn off my fon for a few days. 
[Downside? I miss him. I miss my fwens. Good part? Im finally able to actually distract myself from everything else.]
+ I got myself to driving around the neighbourhood. Yeay! [Haish bl tah nak amek lesen]
+ I save my credit during this period. Yeay again. hahaha. [or is it sumthing to be celebrated for?]
+ Im worried sick for this one particular person. I hope he's ouhkie now.
+ I sooo not ready to go back to my place in SA. I wish d holidays would b prolonged. :(
+ I wish to dye my hair. Again.
+ My eyes are tired n strained from  overfocusing on d damn lappie. huhuhu
+ I hope this Xmas my certain one wish would come true. HA-HA. 
+ To my fwen Azmer PLEASE UPDATE YOUR BLOG!! thank u. hehehehe 

they are obviously related somehow..no?

Best friends till the end!!! by aahhmna!! on Polyvore.com

Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything I would like to be
If I can fly higher than an eagle
You are the wind beneath my wings
It might have appeared to go unnoticed
but I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know I know the truth
Of course I know it
I would be nothing without you

I had this dream. This one helluva weird dream. In this dream a certain fwen of mine played the lead actor part. I duno how he got it, but he did. haha. Anyways, the storyline was pretty straightforward n simple. 
This particular fwen of mine was comatose. I duno how he got to be like dat, but yeah he did. I was late to know about his wellbeings until his fwen, whos my fwen too told me bout his condition. I rushed to the hospital with Afiq [how the hell he got to be in the dream as well, i dunno. sry fiq! huhu], just to see him on the bed, with his eyes closed. I greeted his family, his mom offered me her seat then they went out of the room to give me some privacy. [heheh]
I sat there for awhile thinking wat to say to him, before finally i managed to utter some words. I touched his left hand, it was pretty cold n lifeless. My eyes were getting hot with hold-back tears. I tried my hardest to converse with him, I talked n talked like it was a two-way thing wen in reality, it was rather a one-way conversation. 
I asked him to go back into consciousness bcoz then, nobody could be my alarm clock nemore. Nobody that i could nag every now n then, nobody whom i could....ahh it was not important. These words were the ones i clearly remembered in the dream.

I said, "The important thing for now is that you have to wake up from your deep sleep! You have to be alive, be the old you! Dont you remember, we did say that someday wen we were older, I said that you would b working under me n you said otherwise. Whos gonna nag me for bathing late at nite nemore if not you? Please wake up.... I promise i wont nag you nemore.."

After managed to fight back tears, I finally felt them flowing down my cheeks, unstoppable in seeing no response from him, not even a bat of the eyelid.
In the end, his family came back into the room n his mother consoled me a bit [eiyh? salah org nih auntie huhu] before Afiq finally led me out of there. It didnt stop there actually. I made a short drama in the hallway. [I broke down n cried huhu. Pergh drama siott]
Pastuu harap mf aku terjage. heheh. But anyways I just wanna say to that someone, regarding you going to the hospital n this dream i had...it wasnt wat im looking forward to.
Pls tc of urself. Hugs.

[ Hear me out ]

Can u guys not fight? I hate being in a hateful surroundings. I hate seeing people fight. I hate fights! In fact, i despise fights! Every now n then there will be nasty words popping up from nowhere. Man, this is bullshit!
How can u guys remain like this?? Do u guys know what effects does it have on ME?? I become depressed man! Im a person full of emotions lately. It seems i cant think about whats happening in a right state of mind!  

I hate u, I hate u!

perasaan klakar dlm tempoh mase sekejap

Aku suddenly rase nak kua secare solo pada hari esok. Aku telah menetapkan niat aku untuk tidak berjumpe dengan sesiape jua. Yea Farhana! Set your mind! Ur going S O L O! yeehaa!!
A few  minutes later @Skype...
  

Aku: Sok i nak kua berjalan2 hehee.   

[Besh nih tgk reaksi die] 
Die: Owh. nak gi maner? ngan saper? 

[Pergh laju j tanye. ceh] 
Aku: Xtau ag nak g ne. sorg2 j. hahaha.   

[Hehehe. acah sket dlu.]
Die: Nape xkua ngan akak?

Aku: Akak kua rini. 
[Sket2 akak. ceh.]

Die: Owh nape x ikot akak?

Aku: Akak de hal die.

[Eiyh byk tanye lak. you j laa ikot akak. ceh.]

Die: Nak kua kol bp?

Aku: Tghri kott. Np?

[Hehehe. teman laa i, teman laa i.] 
Die: Owh. Ok x klo i teman u sok nak?

[Yeayeay! Nak2!] 
Aku: Wtpe?

[Aku nak cakap len laa!] 
Die: Teman u la. 
Aku: Nak wtpe? I nak kua sorg laa.

[Eiyh camne ley kua words len nih??] 
Die: Ok fine. Kua tu leklok, haty2.

[Alaawh.......tetibe aku rase sedih secare mendadak. huhuhu] 

Yea seperti tertakdir, aku mmg kua sorg2 laa. huhuhu. padan muke aku.