LMFAO " I'm In KL Bitch "

Last Wednesday, 19th January 2011 LMFAO, the awesome electro hiphop duo came to town. Ive heard about them coming down since December so i 'persuaded' my babes to accompany me to the event. how can i missed it?? LMFAO is one of my fave outfits! When i saw on Twitter that they will be selling off the pre-sale tix starting on 12th January prior to the week they be performing in Euphoria MOS, i asked my friend if we could go buy them first thing after we finished class. (coz on that day the plan was supposed to be that we go see The Tourist in Sunway) since the club wasnt opened yet when we arrived, we decided to go watch the screening first. so heres a picture of the tix :

the funny thing was it coincides with eca's birthday hahaha. so we had to do the surprise on Tuesday nite. okayy that will be in a different post. adoii malas nak type banyak2. so here are the photos.  :)

this photo was taken from Hot Magazine's page in FB

AFF Suzuki cup finale ~

today was the finale of the AFF Suzuki Cup and it was held in the Gelora Bung Karno Stadium in Jakarta. as seen on tv the stadium was certainly filled with their supporters with red all over. ive heard that our players had to go in by armoured vehicles as they fear for the hostile reception of the other fans. wow that is whack! anyways, as soon as the game started, twitter was fizzed non-stop with the happenings of the game, but what irritated me the most was that the cameraman was zooming on the hot ceweks only. hey a fan of football here, NOT the ladies! cehh. 

the game started a bit slow at first but then when safee scored the first goal, it was like a sense of euphoria seeped in haha. anyhow khairul fahmi the goalie was really awesome coz he managed to cover the attacks from the other side pretty well most of the time! i was aiming at him since the first game but then of course safee had my attention back then coz he was scoring. however, fahmi really nailed it on this game. 

why? coz he managed to be the trending topic worldwide in Twitter! a malaysian footballer trending on twitter? wow. and towards the end of the game, people (especially girls) were clicking non-stop to like his fan page and what contributed to his level of awesomeness was that the indon fans in Twitter were updating their statutes which included Fahmi, saying like "Culik si Fahmi yuk, iket, karungin." and "hebat beneran kiper fahmi". and anyways, they contributed to Fahmi being trending worldwide haha. and within a few moments, the girlfriend's blog of Fahmi is being stalked worldwide (including me) and i bet she has hits bigger than the president himself!  :p 

ive read some of her entries and yeah they kinda amazed me a bit. i was lost in the stories especially those of "how they met" thingy. Elia... even though i really do admire your boyfie, i kinda thought you guys are a sweet couple though haha.

Elia! cmon and hurry up the writing of your Fifth Part!  :p

>> http://jejariruncing.blogspot.com

ouh and not to forget safee sali got the best scorer award (not a surprise coz he scored 5 goals  altogether). he really was our saviour. thank you safee sali for making the Malayan Tigers and Malaysia proud!  :)

the link mentioning about khairul fahmi and safee's prowess below :

>> http://www.bernama.com.my/bernama/v5/newssport.php?id=553262

yesterday

yesterday i went to Amcorp in PJ to find meself a nice lace kebaya for the weddings next year. both are themed gold so my main reason to go there was to scour the whole mall for the perfect lace kebaya. but before that me n the mamakins went to have lunch first at secret recipe and i had this prawn macaroni topped with lots of parmesan cheese (okayy i heard ur saliva building up there haha!)

okayy actually the mom was supposed to have a lunch date with one of her friends from school (gile retro kan huhu) so while waiting for the lady to come we ate first. i was eagerly stuffing myself up with this delish marvelously-made dish (mama curik some cehh) and a few moments gone by the friend xdatang2 lagi. (later on baru she explained she was caught up washing the cat haha!) ouyeah and i was really annoyed with the waiters here coz i asked like a few times for the bill but still they kept forgetting about it! sheeshh.

mama & anty Aida

later on we went round the mall and somehow i got into this one boutique and i saw this one Javanese-style lace kebaya and its in gold! i excitedly called up my mom and showed it to her. sadly she didnt quite like it. cehh so much for the euphoria. T_T

and so the kakak there handed me another kebaya (pendek) but the material is organza (i think) n the mom terus approved. heh. so got the pario attached and was trying it on while the assistant took my measurement for the kebaya to be fitted. huhu. so done for the scouring thingy. (gambar tiada lagi coz baju xamek lagi from them due to the alteration made)

oyeah! i bought a new book. The Beach by Jane Green. just started reading it but im sure its gonna be great just like another one of her book Second Chance, which i too, owned. ouhh forgot to tell ya. ive just cut my hair. did i hear a "Jyeahh!" or "aww.. i wished u wouldve kept it" ? hmm? hmm? which one is it? hahahaha. well the story was like this, my true intention really was to just get a trim. okayy so the amoi done cutting n trimming it. but then, the mom had to interfere and 'give her opinion' on that i should cut it a bit more. *sigh.

sedeyh okayy? so here it is. this was on my best day. tunggu for the worst to come. and it is actually shorter than it looks.

oyeahh another thing which bugged me helluva lot yesterday was.....a friend of mine texted me saying she wont be staying in the same room anymore coz she said she wanted some space due to the happenings around her (i understand really i do) so she wanted a single bed to begin with. for that to happen she has to move to another friend's room. i was a bit disturbed coz of that due to the fact that that will mean ive to stay alone again in a room...which i dun really like when im in sa. (its diff back home). it feels....big. lonely. solitary. damn i hate those feelings. but what to do. i guess i just have to brave the solitude. again. *sigh

tqvm for reading.   T_T

one reality coming up.

okayy i dunno what to comment on this but u guys just have to infer it yourselves. haha.

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things you probably dont know about me.

>>  first and foremost - i HATE roaches! really, i do. so dont try me. coz you so dont wanna see what chaos could i do.
>>  im not particularly a morning person BUT i do wake up easily. seriously.
>>  i dont really like getting all sweaty coz i get rashes easily.
>>  when i was a kid, i used to hate the darkness. now, i could tolerate being in the dark but not total darkness and with nobody in it!
>>  im not fond of liars. dont lie directly to my face and pretend as if im dumb enough to believe it.
>>  i dont really like being alone because if im alone, i tend to think a lot. and when i think a lot, well, you dont wanna know. and who am i supposed to talk to if im alone??
>>  yeahh. im a hardcore daydreamer. i daydream A LOT. seriously. even if im in the class or when im having a conversation w friends.  my mind tend to drift so many times that people would think of me as being blur.
>>  on the other hand, i do tend to be blur at times. i dunno why. my bad habit is that, when friends have told me and i didnt get it on the first time, i'd rather just leave things that way and not ask the second time coz not many people are tolerant enough to explain again.
>>  im not a spend-thrift person. HAHA. i spend a lot. sometimes i dunno what ive spent on. really, most of the times i just buy food, reload, maybe watch movies or go karaoke. and if i do have extras, i'll go shopping. but more often than not, i just have no idea where do my money goes.
>>  i tend to fall for the wrong guy. every single time. damn.
>>  sorry but yeah i do get sick quite easily. dont blame me but thats just the way i am.
>>  am really a clumsy person. a klutz. i always trip so many times. i get countless bruises and cuts coz of that.
>>  am not a fan of K-Pop or J-Pop or whatever Pop there is. hehehe. i like watching them, i complimented them, but i just not into them.
>>  am quite a passive person at first. will gradually become active once we've bonded enough. seriously. i dunno why my friends wont believe that.
>>  really sucks in presenting. why? coz i get stage fright helluva lot. i get really nervous when facing the audience and this will make me stutter and lose focus, hence will portray me as an idiot.  XD
>>  could be quite sensitive at times depending on the circumstances.
>>  am not really a homebody person coz i get bored easily so i like going out and hanging out w friends a lot.
>>  on the other hand, if im not out and about, i'll sleep. ohh, i sleep a lot! you dont know how long can i sleep haha. there are times when my mom would actually go into the room just to check whether im still alive or not.  XD
>>  apart from my fave hobby of sleeping, i read. novels usually. authors like John Grisham, Jeffrey Archer, Sidney Sheldon, Cecelia Ahern are my fave...apart from others. thank god i share this hobby with my mom so i could grab whatever shes bought so that i could read whenever its raining. (yes its the perfect time to be reading)
>>  talking about the rain...i love the rain. i love cold weather coz then i get to curl up in bed with a book on hand while listening to the rain, blanketed by the comforter. but then, i dislike going out when its raining. i dont like getting wet coz like i said, i get sick easily so why looking for trouble when i could avoid it?
>>  i LOVE music! music helps me to get by day-to-day in my life. i listen to it a whole load. like i said earlier, i dislike solitary so if theres no one, music accompanies me.
>>  people dunno this but when i say i could be quiet at times, they find it hard to believe. i do, really. rather than talking non-stop and listening to people yapping, i prefer to be in the room sleeping, reading, texting or listening to songs. i could go by not talking for hours on end by myself. im amazed myself. haha.
>>  love collectibles. i like collecting anything. my mom calls it hoarding. haha.
>>  i eat a lot. and many times. seriously.
>>  oh yeahh. a true fan of Nescafe.

there are many other things i could share but nanti2 laa update. hee ~

cw in the car. as always.

hahaha camwhoring adalah perkara biasa untuk para wanita yang berjaya. heheh.

>>> rakan2ku ... is there any pix here worth putting as the profile pix? probably not.  XD

A Personal Note

How should i put this..... i guess i still am feeling it. this whole thing is just a mind-boggling experience to me that...that, i couldnt be able to understand that person. i thought i knew him but i guess knowing and having an in-depth knowledge of that person's details differ as much huh? well dont people always say that do NOT judge a book by its cover. not to say that hes not a good friend..he could be. but then hes proven himself to be a worthless friend in time. a simple explanation would suffice if ever uve done anything wrong towards your friends, isnt it? everyone knows that justifications play a vital role in arguments..well apart from those people who dont realize what they did is wrong, people who do realized it always, i repeat, ALWAYS have to justify themselves. thats why we have the law, we have the court, we have the judicial system! how could you face the judgment of others when you could NOT even face me? i wonder. 

I was in deep thinking the previous weeks earlier, that this happened maybe coz i messed up? or i didnt meet the expectations? or maybe he thought that i was clearly good enough only for him to kill time? damn thats so fucked up. haha. i wasnt really complaining though, bcoz if i hadnt put an end to it soon enough, i'll be in hot waters every single day (from the people around me constantly feeling emphatic towards me) well, no more pitying my sorry lil ass. ive decided that no more being the miss nice-friend-ever. yeahh to the relief of the people surrounding me, ive stopped all of it. but then im still feeling the grudge. sorry. i know its lame for holding back grudges but although it was a vague incident,  it could be considered as fresh. well, im just taking my sweet lil time to kill this grudge. slowly but surely. yeahh thats it. a slow painful death. haha. ironic isnt it? whos killing who nways?

On a personal note though, well, what could i do if the intended person saw me as not fun enough (am i supposed to be a clown??), not cool enough (sorry last i checked ive no brother named Usher), not pretty enough (lack Jolie lips n Gisele's body), not fair enough (not a Snow White replica either), not having long shiny locks enough (i aint no Rapunzel dammit!), not photogenic enough (duhh im not Kate Moss!). yeahh its safe to say that im more the Plain Jane type rather than the Luscious Lila. guys seldom see me among the crowds. i guess, im through chasing guys. im tired of waiting them to finally pick up the hints and hit it up. but sadly, that NEVER happens. so im kinda jealous to girls who always had it easy with guys. no offense to anyone, im just saying what i feel. a babe of mine once said, why dont you just take on a guy who likes you? yeahh i could do that. BUT whats the point if i dont feel any connection to him? if i had to rack my brain on what to talk about during conversations....well, it aint happening. its not gonna work sweetie. sometimes i feel like i could just curl up in bed with a book on hand while listening to the rain. now, thats comforting. rather than i face people and  not feeling at ease, right? 

So.. John Grisham book. (checked) Comforter. (checked) Rain. (err....well that has to wait)

Till then.

:)

i logged on to ym actually was to chat w a fwen but then lepas dia da logged off, suddenly this bestie of mine buzzed me here..sayin he just got back from having dinner..

(ohh rindu pula. anda dtg kena masa) had a long talk w him..n he said some things that quite eased my pain a bit..but then, after a while he asked me about something n it kinda swelled up the emotions in me again.... 

(afiq i blame u!) he quickly apologized n said that we have to meet up asap so that he would know the situations better. *sigh

i dunno if i ever could tell them to any of my besties....i just feel stupid n i doubt i could control my emotions once ive started telling them..

hide and seek?

owkei...this happens only when: 

1. im in a 'serabut' mood and will not care about anything, 
2. will just dump everything on the bed as i go about getting ready to go out,
3. or after comin back from outings.

*this one was due to all of the above hehe 

btw can u spot what items were included in the pix?

thinking away ~

i dunno what to believe, what to think..

a lot of things have been running on my mind these past few days..

my mom keep askin me to be nice to the 'dad' due to some new reasons..

been wantin to meet up w afiq n pour all my heart's contents..

been wantin to go down the path alone n reconsider the matters that need considering..

wanna someone to tell me what to do n what i shouldnt do at this moment..

wanna go on top of a mountain n scream all i can..

need someone to b strong for me n hug the pain away..

n yeah..i dun need someone who feels forced to luv me..

being alone is sweeter than being suffocated..

just for reading pleasure ~

Every girl has three guys in her life.
The one she loves.
The one she hates.
and the one she can't live without.
And in the end,
They're all the same guy.

I'm sorry I'm not skinny enough so you can see my ribs. 

I'm sorry my boobs aren't big enough. 

I'm sorry I'm not fake. 

I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough. 

But most of all I'm sorry you cant accept me for who I am!

if time was at my side..

there are a lot of things that i wanted to tell n share w my babes but unfortunately....the words couldnt come out. it feels ive lost my voice n the words wont come out. *drama

nways i really miss these guys.. bile dok sorang2 kat uma macam2 laa aku fikir kan...

n something just been bothering me for quite awhile..my mind is so preoccupied w thinkin that, that i found it has creepin up on my appetite.. *sobs*

mish these babes  :(

mish her....and the late hamster efy hehe

i really mish these ppl esp afiq n feena... :'(

n the bestie.. wuwuu...

n missin those moments w these dudes.. now's not d same any longer..

n the jamming sessions w both of them... *sigh

everything's different now. i wish i could turn back time.

cricket anyone?

cricket = lighter

i know i know people will ponder on the reason why im posting this.

im making it clear that i dont smoke n will try not to haha. BUT i do carry around a lighter with me.

i dunno why...i sometimes like to buy lighters for its colour n design, but only d cheap ones laa haha.

i know i know people will say, "hey rugi laa ko beli tapi xde gune"

who says i cant make use of it? sometimes when people dun have their lighters w them to light up the candles, AH-HAH! there goes my lighter.

n when people forgot to bring their lighters around to smoke, AH-HAH! there goes my lighter again.

see it does serve its purposes hehe.

sekian ~

part 3 - ended.

a whole semester of part3 ended...it ended with so much fun n food included :p

it summed up with so many experiences of pain, heartaches, tears, mishaps, fun, joy, freedom n other sorts of feelings u could describe of.

learnt so much n lived more just because of u guys.

i love you.