:)

i logged on to ym actually was to chat w a fwen but then lepas dia da logged off, suddenly this bestie of mine buzzed me here..sayin he just got back from having dinner..

(ohh rindu pula. anda dtg kena masa) had a long talk w him..n he said some things that quite eased my pain a bit..but then, after a while he asked me about something n it kinda swelled up the emotions in me again.... 

(afiq i blame u!) he quickly apologized n said that we have to meet up asap so that he would know the situations better. *sigh

i dunno if i ever could tell them to any of my besties....i just feel stupid n i doubt i could control my emotions once ive started telling them..