Random Thoughts

i have been experiencing miserable moments more than joyous ones lately due to some reasons..hence causing my spirit to be a bit subdued every now and then..plus all that assignments didnt help either.. but im thankful to say that ive a round of close friends whom i can be with to flip my mood up again..even though most of the times i couldnt tell them what actually happened or how i actually felt in words, but just by being with them i feel secured again.. their presence affects me more than the problem itself coz i couldnt stay silent for more than half an hour if they were around..they are like my pillars of strength..i know sometimes i could be a bit mengada2, or maybe a bit too blur, or even childish, or worse, selfish...i know at times i do things that i dont give much thought about..im also aware that sometimes i hurt a few hearts unintentionally coz of that reason..but dear friends.....i really love u guys and i do try to be someone u could call a friend....   please dont leave me. im not strong enough without my pillars....    :(