this is just an expression of what i feel... not related to any persons whomever in any stories whatsoever.
being guys, i know they like and prefer to feast their eyes on beautiful things..or persons. so being girls, cute fragile creatures they are would definitely be the object of these eyes. i dun really care about that...coz i get along with a few guys whom i could call my friends since back in diploma..and i know being natural pranksters they are, of course we would always get teased at..n believe me, i ALWAYS get teased at by them.. even my babes pon. never mind that. okayy this doesn't really relate to what im gonna say here.... ahh damn! okayy2 straight to the point. sometimes i feel like, maybe i just seemed too safe to others.. i mean, like im deemed as harmless to them.. so thats why they dont feel the anticipation of being nervous or anxious towards me. what i really3 mean is, i know im not some hotshot babe or whatever and i know i cant really compare to some of my friends in this department.. and i KNOW i shouldnt have felt this way... but i do. and it kinda gets to my issue of self-esteem. dun bull me by saying "ah its nothing. not that she's THAT cute pon..." i mean, of course she has the looks. if not the guy wont have his eyes glued on her.
# this is only an issue of self-esteem. not relating to any real events.
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