Thursday, June 18, 2009

10 Things I Will Miss About Mohd Azmir Abdullah

Sempena aku dan sahabat2 seperjuanganku akan berpergian ke Uitm Shah Alam tepat pada 5 July 09 nanti, maka aku merasekan bahawe aku harus berbuat sesuatu. Tapi, ah, ape yang aku nak buat nih?? aku keliru. aku buntu. aku runsing. aku pusing. Jadi, setelah aku bergossip ngan rakanku menggunekan my house fon hampir 20mins [ shorey Mama, terpakse. ketiadaan credit. hukhukhuk ] aku bergossip pule ngan rakan baekku Mer. Sebenar aku hampir nak ido, tetibe adelaa pulak kan msg masok. [ heish sape lak teringat nak anta msg kat aku kol 4.26 a.m. nih?? musykil aku ]

Msg itu berbunyi begini : "Paan ko watpe? Bek ko rep msg ak nih. Lau x ko da biadap. Hahahaha. Rep la paan."

Heh, tau lak ko yea mer nak soh aku reply?? slame nih aku soh ko reply ko wat mongox ngan aku. hah rasekan ko skang!
[ membebel sambil meng-on9 YM balik dan buzz ZHEIMER sebelum membuatkan diriku invi. haha. ]
Kami ber-YM dan merepek2 hinggelaa ke satu topic nih yang aku rase seperti dekat di hatiku [cewah!]

"Weiyh kite nanti da len campus. nanti aku da xley sakat ko. susa nak bluetooth gambar. susa nak mek gambar same2. xley pjm cd heroes da. hahaha." -mer
"Alaawh cam laa jaoh sgt. xp ley buntut mase kite ronggeng2. xkan xmo ronggeng kot kan?" -aku
"Buntut?" -mer
"Apeke lem ko nih mer? bluetooth laa aduyyyy." -aku
"Haa aku tau! ape kate kite wat topic baru?" -mer

Make bermule laa post baru utk hari ini. Mer...diz one for u!

> Paling miss : Nak YM-ing ngan ko. bile da msok deg susa laa coz schedule xsame. And aku tau ko sure mish nak nyakat aku kan mase ym? aku kan slalu SALAH TYPE. haha!
> Lepak ngan ko, kat foyer, uptown or downtown
[eiyh penah ke kite lepak downtown same2?? hehe]

> Nak ronggeng lua campus ngan ko n ramai2 ngan yang len.
[ g makan pizza, overnite ipoh, mandi-mande lata kinjang]

> Mempergunekan hp ko untuk menangkap gambar hahahaa
[hp ko canggih aku ske haha]

> Bercite mende mepek2 ngan ko mase overnite.
[ ko j yg layan aku, afiq confirm2 layan feena j haha]

> Import export lagu n movies dari ko. hehehehe
[beshe laa kite same genre kan, kan? haha]

> Aku maseh kegelian ati semase kite tgk cite Rouge (buaye bodo) kat jj mase overnite. aku kan seblah ko. aku siap ley ido ag, de ke mongox tol haha. pastuu ko dengki ngan aku, ko kaco aku. pastuu aku tkejut gile2 cam orang bodo kan mase satu scene nih kan. *malu j*
> Kite penah jadi classmates mase p1, aku penah sembang2 ngan ko tapi ko j laa bangang, sombong nak mampos [naseb bek xmampos ag hehehe] ngan aku. aku tanye berpatah-patah, ko sepatah haram pon susah nak jawab kan? rase seperti meminte untuk aku menampar mukemu laju-laju. hehehehe ;p
> Ko pendengar yang baek. ko xsenang judge kawan2 ko. i know it. coz ive shared with u some of my deepest secrets yet u still give me advice and xkritik aku. aku respect ko yang tuu.
> Aku dipergunekan untuk menyimpan Winston anda semase hendak masok balik campus. hahaha! 2 kotak lak tuu! mongox.

Sekian, pape komen ley ditujukan tewos ke fon saye tapi tidak akan dapat maklumbalas, BILE2 PON. hahahaha!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

luma luma, li manela luma??

Haish 10 hours and counting..

Saling ber'call'an : Yana n i.. haish pening lak aku ngan umah nih. merempat tepi jalan j laa payah sangat. hahaha! [heish kne tol2 kang bru padan muke haha]
Called Imma tadi, ceh die senang-lenang g makan kat lua hahaha. ngan afiq laa tuu. hahaha!
I said, "Ma, ko dapat main kan?"
"Eh sape nih?" - imma
"Paan.." -aku
"Ouh paan. Aku nih da cam perunding hartanah lak sume orang tanye pasal umah kat aku haha!" -imma
"Hahaha. ko nak sewa x ngan kitorang ma?" -aku
"Aku memang nak sewa lua. tapi ade 2 orang kawan aku lagi. xpeke?" -imma
"Haa xp laa. Lagi banyak lagi bagus. aku pn ade kawan sorang nak join. Tadi aku da cari kat site NR, dapat kat Baiduri." -aku
"Weiyh kawan aku cakap Baiduri mahal kot. Deposit j da mahal" -imma
"Eiyhyeke? tapi aku tengok tadi de yang rm125/head. tuu xtau laa camne die kire kan. haha" -aku
"Camni laa. korang tinggal j umah aku. sewa bilik. katil, tilam sume de. mak aku siap masak lagi. hahaha." -imma
"Haha sengal laa ko nih imma." -aku
"Xpela. aku kat lua nih. nanti aku call ko balik k." -imma
"Haa yealaa. ouhkie babai" -aku
"Okie. luv u. bye2." -imma

Aku dengan kadar segera meng- IM khausar. memang da ym ngan die tadi pon.hahha.
me n her ekcely wanted to stay at Kristal. tapi my czn Ami said Kristal rent mahal gak. Cis ko nih aku nak gak rase dok Kristal. da laa dekat gile ngan uitm. hahaha!
despite dat, i found out a couple of ads for Baiduri, which is near gak to uitm. n less expensive than Kristal. Yana said, xpe laa if rm1000/house pn coz nanti kite sume 7org so per month cam less sket laa kan? tah laa aku pn da pening hukhukhuk. daa laa aku selsema xelok2 ag.
PTPTN xsolve ag.. they said kne beli new pin num and reg on9. [aduyyy sume nak on9 susah gak coz xsume tau haish]
nways we'll juz see how it goes. :S

Do I Have To?

Don’t wanna close the door
Don’t wanna give up on it
Don’t wanna fight no more
Tell me what I gotta be
And tell me what you wanna do
Coz I can’t live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can’t go on
Livin’ like we do
Do I have to cry for you
So tell me what it’s for
If there’s no winner in it
Nobody’s keepin’ score
Let’s start from the beginning
Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night
Till the mornin’ light
Do I have to say
I won’t let you get away
Do I have to cry for you


le chéri, bien que je sache que vous êtes encore pris I vous aiment et ne vous laisseront pas partir jamais. je sais que vous ne me prendrez pas dans mais je ne m'inquiète pas.
sayang, je t'aime puis. je t'aime maintenant. je vous aimerai pour toujours.

5th July 09

The result for my internship was out laz 11th june. the gpa was awesome but my cgpa decreased a bit. wth?? kedekot gile uitm nih. cis! my fwens all got good results too [CONGRATS DARLINGS!] and an ex-rm8 of mine got ANC. God, kewl gile! darling im so proud of u!!! muahmuah!
Nways the result for deg intake was out laz 15th. ALMOST ALL OF MY FWENS got sa. YIPPEE!
altho diff courses, still..we can meet up n ronggeng2 kan, kan?
UNFORTUNATELY, yang MOST tuu got at puncak alam. whereas i got at the main! [sucks!]
ekcely, me n some others laa. yang some others tuu got mass comm, so dats y they got at main campus also. haha! [aku j yg alien len sket course hahaa]

btw a fwen of mine suddenly sent me a comment at fb saying, "Panjangnye name course ko. ko mmg minat course tu ke?"
I was like, wtf?? i didnt even tell him wat did i get at the first place! dun tell me he hacked into my account! damn u K!
He told me he juz looked at my deg result. he swore he didnt even take a peek at my prac result.
like hell he didnt! would u believe dat if he managed to look into my account, wouldnt u WANT to see everything?? God, u suck big time K! if u wanna kno, u can owez ASK , NOT NOSING AROUND!

ouhkie enuff bout him. wat im complaining about is dat where do i stay?? dulu Ika tny aku nak ke stay ngn die kat umah sewa? i was tinking dat i wanna stay on campus so i said xpe laa ika. then she said ouh ouhkie then.
then bile dpt tau deg students wont get a place, i was mortified!! God, help me pls. hukhuk. i heard my fwens in puncak alam will get to stay on campus. [sungguh not fair!]
i messaged khausar (my bff from skewl) on fb [pe nak wat bile zmn makin canggih, on9 j] asking if her house is available for another hsemate hahaha! *cam nak kene merempat j sodeyh tol..hukhuk*

aku lak da menyembang ngan ijat cakap psl diz stuff. he was like, "aku ag laa. da laa laki sorang j."
hahaha the way he said it was so funny, its as if he'll b the only guy at the main campus, surrounded by roses. HAHA!
"weiyh camne nih jat..aku j kat main. yg len sume dapat kat puncak alam. biadap tol! dorang nih xya laa berpuncak2. aku dengar yg kat puncak dpt kolej tau. xaci gile. ko kat main kan?" -me
"ye kot kat main. 2la xd tempat tinggal ag nih. kite dok umah skali nak?" -jat
"haa ley gak. kang jais datang aku lari dulu laa.hahaha" -me
"haha. ok la.. klu jais datang ko lari dulu ikot pintu blakang.. pastu aku pn lari gak potong ko coz aku lari laju..haha -jat
"ko nih biadap laa jat. xsayang kawan tol. ahaha! aku nih tengah berunding ngan alina camne. die pn dapat main, tapi die nak dok ngan rina kat puncak alam cz rina dpt sne." -me
"hah oyeke. weiyh tanye alina de quorum ag x untuk aku?" -jat
"pe mongox ko nih jat? bhaye dowh tinggal skali hahaha! sengal2" -me
"alaa kite tinggal skali. nanti aku ley jage korang. xd laa bhaye da. hahaha!" -jat
tetibe aku trase kawanku sangat sengal dan seperti meminta mukenye untuk ditampar olehku laju-laju. hahaha.
"heh ape2 j laa ko nih jat. tah laa if xdpat dalam susah laa." me
"tula. kene cari alternatif len laa nampaknye." jat

haish kami nih sangat kesian upenye. hahaha! baru laa aku sedar. kan besh cam kat SI dlu, kolej da de. hikhikhiks
then juz now yana texted me thru my fon asking to get back to her regarding a place to stay. yeah, since i left my fon in my room (i was downstairs watching Mission Impossible II. haha ade ati ag nak tgk tv padahal bakal merempat) and since ive no credit [Youu, bile nak topup i nih?? hehehe] i had to call her using my house fon.

"Yana, haa nape?" [aku pn agak2 laa kan. kenallaa kan diri dulu haha] -me
Beliau terdiam seketika. "Paan?" -yana
"Haa yealaa. nape psl shah alam?" [pure-pure tanye] -me
"Haa yealaa aku baru tau ko dpt main gak. Ko dok dlm ke lua?" [aku da agak sure tny pasal nih] -yana
"Haa tuu laa. aku pn xtau laa yana. aku igt 1st sem nak apply dlm. tapi aku tgk kat Net die ckp deg students xdpt dlm. Dip students j confirm2 dpt dlm, tuu pn 1st sem j. tapi aku tny Nad rituu die ckp nak apply dlm. tah laa yana. tp aku tkot gak kang xdpt dlm ne aku nak rempat if xdpt tmpat kan? hahaha" -me
"Tuulaa aku pn fikir camtu. aku igt nak cari umah skng. tapi tgh pening nak cari housemates. aku terfikir ko Paan. Tikah ckp uitm de bg contact num utk org yg cari umah sewa." -yana
Wah ini suda bagus. "Tuulaa. faizah gtau aku rituu yang die pn tgh pening psl tempat nih. aku xkesah j asal de tmpat tinggal. tapi if ley sure laa nk dekat ngn campus kn.haha. aku ley j ngan korang. nad camne? abeh tuu sape ag yg ko nak ajak?" -me
"aku igt ko, aku, nad, tikah, imma. yang len cam nana, faizah. tah laa dorang pn xsure lagi. ko tlg laa confirm ngn dorang camne." -yana
Halamak aku pn xd credit. hukhukhuk. "ouhkie laa nnt aku call dorang camne. ko katne nih?" -me
"aku kat umah baru sampai j. baru balik holiday." -yana
"ouhyeke. beshnye. pegi ngan sape fam ke?" -me
"aku, bf aku, adek aku, bf adek aku, mama aku." [kami kegelakan sebentar di situ, entah mengape.haha] -yana
"hmm ouhkie laa nanti aku tgk camne." -me
"ouhkie thanks Paan." -yana

Aduyyy laa uitm..mengapekah kolej disediakan sangat laa banyak sampai xmampu utk menampung pelajar2 chumel cam kami nih. hahahaha! nvm, Uitm Shah Alam (kaler rasmi uitm haha) here we come!


wat a stupid school

ouhkie today i stumbled upon diz article on Yahoo. The title itself caught my attention. So here it is :

A Very Costly Kiss: Senior Denied Diploma
by Mike Krumboltz



For teens, there is no greater joy than graduating high school. Shaking off the shackles of education and claiming that hard-fought diploma is truly an epic day. Unfortunately, for several students at Bonny Eagle High School in Maine, their natural exuberance has led to some surprisingly serious problems.

On Friday night, when the senior class was waiting to graduate, excitement began to grow. Students bounced a large inflatable rubber duck. The noise level rose. And then came "the kiss." When called, one student walked on stage to receive his diploma and blew a kiss to his family. The school administrator, clearly not the sentimental sort, sent the student back to his seat ... sans diploma.

The seemingly harsh punishment has sent the Web all aflutter. Searches on "student denied diploma" and "bonny eagle high school" are both through the roof. Additionally, blogs and news papers are chiming in with opinions on whether or not the administration overreacted. The student's mother has given interviews and is quite upset at her son's treatment. According to an article from Fox News the outraged mother said, "A bow, a kiss to your mom is not misbehavior."

But the administrators feel they were just enforcing the rules that students agreed to. At a meeting following the debacle, school superintendent Suzanne Lukas said that "if a student doesn't adhere to the expectations, then the consequences are clearly spelled out."

This isn't the first time that rambunctious (dare we say "fun"?) behavior affected a graduation ceremony at Bonny Eagle. "Four years ago we had some issues with silly string and beach balls," said Lukas.


ouhmigod! how could a school acted diz way?? It wasnt even an offensive gesture as i see it! god sumtimes schools in america can b funny at times. HA-HA. [in a sarcastic way]



Inilaa kijeku pabila tiade kije.. hahaha!

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:
nescafe

2. Last phone call:
him

3. Last text message:
him

4. Last song you listened to:
soho dolls- im not cool , lenka - trouble is a friend

5. Last time you cried:
last two days kott

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:
sure

7. Been cheated on:
damn u, yes.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
dat was long time ago.

9. Lost someone special:
hukhukhuk ;(

10. Been depressed:
sadly, frequently on depress mode

11. Been drunk and threw up:
not a drinker n never will

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. black
13. red
14. yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:
a couple of them

16. Fallen out of love:
im not sure...

17. Laughed until you cried:
hell yeah. my friends n cousins are crazy. cant help it. ;)

18. Met someone who changed you:
thank YOUU

19. Found out who your true friends were:
kinda

20. Found out someone was talking about you:
yeah. like i care bitch

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
yes! n i dun regret it at all!

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
most of them.

23. How many kids do you want?:
two..? ouhkie four. enuff!

24. Do you have any pets:
wish ive a cat..or a dolphin. dolphins are damn cute! ;(

25. Do you want to change your name:
my name brings d meaning of happiness. y would i change it hahaa

26. What did you do for your last birthday:
went out with him

27. What time did you wake up today:
11am.... my sneeziness is killin me!

28. What were you doing at midnight:
fb-ing, texting, berangan, reading back my msges in my inbox

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
GRADUATION!!

30. Last time you saw your mother:
juz now. muahmuah.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
dat i'll b a better daughter, sis, fwen

32. What are you listening to right now :
soho dolls-stripper. Plus the sound of my coughing and sneezing. Grr!

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
hell no.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
ouh god, pls dun make me state diz.

35. Most visited webpage:
fb laa darling. n currently my blogspot.

36. Whats your real name:
nurul farhanah

37. Nicknames:
paan, adek.

38. Relationship Status:
its really farking complicated

39. Zodiac sign:
gemini

40. Male or female?:
the name says it all

41. Primary school:
sk raja perempuan ipoh

42. Secondary school:
rps ipoh

43. High school/college/university?:
uitm prk

44. Hair color:
black

45. Long or short:
currently sporting shoulder-length hair

46. Height:
155cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? :
like totally! *winks*

48: What do you like about yourself?:
>kaunter kaunseling di sini<> ;)

49. Piercings:
a few of them hahaa *zmn mude2*

50. Favourite spots:
beach, mall, my bed. hahaha

51. Righty or lefty:
kanan laa. jalan yg benar. *hahaha*

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery:
never.

53. First piercing:
my ears.

54. First best friend:
zulaiha

55. First sport you joined:
lompat tinggi *pergh*

56. First vacation:
pangkor island

57. First crush:
azreen hafiz haron

58. First pair of trainers:
nike

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating:
enuff bout eating!! *kekenyangan sgt*

60. Drinking:
ribena.. yeay!

61. I'm about to:
take my meds..hukhuk. bile nk elok nih?? ;(

62. Listening to:
the tapping of keyboard on my lappie and the coughing and sneezing of myself.

63. Waiting on:
someone to ekcely gimme the final sign.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. What kids?:
boy as the first-born

65. Get Married?:
wen i really feel secure...n satisfied. haha!

66. Career?:
anything my heart desires.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes:
i luv to play with my eyes, so eyes dat is.

68. Hugs or kisses:
both ley x? hahaha.

69. Shorter or taller:
def taller kan youu kan :)

70. Older or Younger:
depends.

71. Romantic or spontaneous:
prefer a spontaneous guy with a romantic streak. hw bout dat? ;)

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
nice smile.

73. Sensitive or loud:
sense of humour. sensitive is an added advantage :)

74. Hook-up or relationship:
as long as its not a troublesome relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
a thoughtful trouble maker...wujud ke? haha

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger:
y would i??

77. Drank hard liquor:
am not a drinker laa

78. Lost glasses/contacts:
*sigh*

79. Sex on first date:
nope.

80. Broken someone's heart:
shorey laa.but i kno uve been screwing me up too.

81. Looks or personality?:
i will b lying if i said personality comes first coz i sure hell wont kno his character unless i already kno him rite? pleasant looks with awesome personality and a great sense of humour is good to go guys!


82. Been arrested:
not yet. not hoping to hahaha

83. Turned someone down:
ive my reasons.

84. Cried when someone died:
duh?? sumone died. xkan gelak guling2 kot??

85. Fallen for a friend?:
GUILTY!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself:
most of the time, i tried to.

87. Miracles:
sumtimes...

88. Love at first sight:
it happens

89. Heaven:
ofkoz!

90. Santa Claus:
unexplainable

91. Kiss on the first date:
depends. only if its him kott. haha!

92. Angels:
like duh?

93. Favourite word:
tah. [mama slalu marah coz i owez say dat word dulu before replying with another satisfactory answer haha!]

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
there was diz one time.......

95. Did you sing today?:
sumbang gile! da coughing pn de ati nak nyanyi. *malu2*

96. Ever cheated on somebody?:
only bcoz he cheated on me first

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
the time wen i was 3 yrs old.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
only days concerning me n him. ouhyeah n those trips with my fwens. GOD IMY DARLINGS!!

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
sumtimes....truth b told, diz is bcoz i was only afraid of rejections. haha!

100. Posting this as 100 truths?:
i swear all of them are nothing but the truth. cewah cam kat court lak. :)


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Weather weather everywhere


God diz past few days ive not been well... coughing, sneezing, selsema-ing, down with flu...haish. ;(
laz Saturday my cousins from JB came to put a nite at my house. my adek sdare slept with me in my room. she was the one who started the runny nose syndrome
hahahha. da laa aku nih cepat bjangkit kan. *sigh*
then tomorrow before they went home to Johor, we went round damansara to search for a house or an apartment for my pak teh who got transferred to damansara utama haha. i was in the car with them. sofea, amir n mak teh were sneezing n selsema-ing..haha. *jangkitan blaku! hehehe*
so i was affected as well. hahaha.
that evening, i was sneezing non-stop hahaa. i took a panadol and then i went to shleep. ;(
that nite i was feeling very xlarat, kepale pening sangat n i feel like throwing up. aduyy......rase nak mati.. :S
i texted ODAH , AZMER , NAD and tell them how i was feeling dat moment..
odah n nad were very worried and told me to go to see the doc the nex day.
[hukhuk tenkiuwk guys luvya muahmuah]
i didnt wanna tell mama at first coz i didnt want her to be worried. but i HAD to later on coz i felt like i cannot tahan anymore. hahaa. mama refilled my fave pink water bottle and put it besides my bed. she wanted to give me meds but i told her i owedy took panadol before. *somehow i "forgot" to tell her dat i took two tablets of panadol haha*
then at 12-ish am, i heard Firehouse - I Live My Life For You being played thru my phone. i quickly answered it coz i knew who it was! hehehee.

"u xsehat ke?" - him [funny i didnt kno where he found out, fb laa kot.]
"yeah.. *cough2* demam dari ptg td.. *cough2 lagi* " - me
"hmm tuu laa. mnm ais lagi, degil nih. da mam ubt lom nih?" -him
*cough2 lagi. cam org tua da aku nih* "da laa youu. tadi da mkn panadol. youu katne nih? tadi dinner mkn pe?" -me
"i baru blk. tadi makan ayam goreng ngan roti.i ngantok laa u.u jgn lupe makan ubat tau. tarik shimut bagi panas. kipas jgn kuat sangat. u dengar tak nih?" -him [byk lak pesanan penaja nih hahaha. there were also sumthing bout air klape, not drinking ice n my mom sumwhere along d lines, but i forgot hahaa]
"yea2 i dengar nih..youu pn jgn lupe mkn ubat ouhkie?" [suareku makin sayup2 kedengaran] -me
"haa ouhkie2. u tido ouhkie. sok makan ubat tau.nanite sweet dreams.take care.hmm. smoge u cepat sembuh, aminn." -him
"hmm.thank u youu. nanite." -me [kegelian ati krane die smacam wiso sgt haha]

Jadi aku pn ido ngan perasaan yg riang gumbira krane die telah call. at least i kno he cares. hehhehee. ZZZZ

DREAMS


Dreams...selalunye org akan bkate ia adalah mainan tidur. for me..ive been dreaming of very weird dreams since i finished my prac arituu. gosh. [ sampai de diz one guy said to me dat i am weird. haha! ] and by weird i meant by dreaming of Gossip Girl cast [ Blair, Chuck, Nate and Serena ] diz one time. i was dreaming about THEM ouhkie. n i WASNT even in dat story!! biadap! now dat was weird. *sigh*
Slaen itu juge, aku pnah bmimpi bahawe aku kije kat kLcc [apekah??] and in d dream i was wearing diz kebaya nyonya top with black pants [hmm macam deja vu j scene nih..] and coming out of my car sporting my newly-bought Gucci shades. [dalam mimpi j laa kan? haha] But wat i AM NOT COMPLAINING is dat in dat particular dream, my ride was bmw sports. pergh! hahahaha. DAT i definitely will not complain of dreaming. ;p

Then, diz morning i had a dream. i dunno to consider it as a nightmare or wateva.
Ouhkie, i was at this one place..with a fwen of mine. i think it was sort of a fair or an exhibition or sumthing in kL. ouhkie, i was supposed to meet him up or sumthing, so i went round to search for him UNTIL.....i found out he was with her. demmit!
i specifically told him dat i wanted to go out with him! damn YOUU!
ouhkie then me n my fwen [i still cant figure out who dat person was hahaa] went sort of stalking him n dat gal..they went into sort of a cubicle or some sort of closed area n talked. guess wat were they talking about?

"baby i letak die kt top fwen pun sbb tpakse, die kwn bek i. xde niat pape." -him
"jadi nape u slalu kua ngan die bbee?" -her
"die yang slalu ajak i. lagipun shes my bff kan. lepak j laa. die j yang slalu pasan lebih2." -him
then they were laughing sarcastically.
i was like, my heart was practically stopped. i couldnt breathe. is dat true wat i heard him juz said??? NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

then i woke up. my pulse was beating frantically. PHEW! it was JUST a dream.
*berpeloh2 pabila mengingati kembali mimpi itu*

*kembali shedey* why do i owez have dreams which consist of him leaving me nowadays??? damn, diz sucks!! grrr!!


Friday, June 12, 2009

+ wedding wedding +



khamis 4th june 09. diz is d day wen my kakak sdare will b having her nikah at d masjid taman kenanga rawang. i got at d house around noon. i planned to get here on 3rd june but as someone wanted to take me out i postponed it. hehee shorey guys!
as i got there, i learned dat ami had
already got there d nite b4. ( he told me hes arriving on thurs with lilo ). ouuhh tipuu nih! ceh. datang2 j da kne tolong touch-up inai k.ngah. hahaha. kat kaki n tangan die. then ami wanted to take sumthing besides me so he had to pass me first b4 taking dat thing.
AMI??!! turned out kaki ami terkene inai k.ngah, so jeans die terkena inai. then ekin said "weiyh baju ko kne inai laa. nih mst kne inai kt jeans ami td"
i looked at my cardigan. true enuff. "AMIIIII!!!!!"
dush2 knelaa kakinye ngan pukulanku. hahaha. bi
adap ko ami, da laa aku xbwk bju sgt. hukhukhuk. ;(
later on i decided to put on some inai too for myself, but only on my nails. i dun fancy wearing inai ekcely. in fact i havent wore them for like, ages ago! tapi nih xtau laa nape trase lak nak pakai. hahaha. then bile d gals berkumpul n da ramai
(us cousins nih laa) dorg pun nak pakai gak.
"weiyh farna pakaikan kt aku gak." halamak. aku ley bukak bisnes nih. hahhaa.
turned out d inai i wore juz now kinda xcantik kaler die. so i decided to redo with another colour. n i asked my cousin to do it for me as i did for her. hahaha.
nways malam tuu aku, ekin n ami decided to wear purple for the akad nikah. i wore mama's black selendang utk g masjid tuu. (
pencurik! haha)



ouhyeah i was wearing my NEW bag which i juz bought on9. hahaha. cantek2. luv it so much! btw dlm nih ami's baju melayu looks like blue, kan? haha nways 2molo lak malam berinai. hahaha. besh2. k.ngah wore several different outfits. tapi xsempat ag nak mek kat my cousins haha. *sigh*
malam tuu lak kebetulan kitorang ramai pakai green. hahaha. dats funny. aku pakai kebaye green tuu. n yeah i was one of d unofficial photographers dat nite. hahaha.da pakai lawa2 kene snap pix org lak. i was hoping ppl would snap MY pix. hah
ahah. sengal.

see2 ijau kan sume. hehehe. malam nih xd pape sgt except berfoto2an. hikhikhiks
de ke word camtuu? haha. nways sabtu was d bersanding day. all of us were wearing songket. d gals dat is. haha. rini walopon aku memakai songket, aku tetap stick to wearing only flip flops! hahha. agak2 laa kan, penat laa if nak pakai heels pastuu bergerak2 wat kije. hahaha. aku n cousins da laa kne jg goodie bags. hahaha. cam bdk kecik. heh aku mu
le2 j lepas wambot pastuu ikat wambot. panas kot! pergh cair makeup camni. hahhaa. arini sgt penat..pergh org lain yg kawen aku lak yg penat. hahhaa. camne agknye bl aku yg kawen nnt eik? hahhaa.



haa senar byk ag pix tapi xlarat laa nak msok byk2 hahha. nways yeah d bride was d one in d pink songket. dats my kak ngah. hehhe. d one besides her (left) is d younger bro n d one in blue songket is my kak long. nways pas da beh kemas2 sume n give away all the leftovers (byk gile leftovers!) aku, ami, akak, ekin n liza g mnd kat dewan dkt ngan umah ami tuu. (mmg da reserved pun dewan tuu utk kgunaan kitorang) sketnye lame kitorg kat sne ha
haha. yealaa bgossip ag, mandi ag, mkn ag. hahahha. n d besh part is, aku terbuang skali my favourite brown hairband skali ngan sampah burger hukhuk ;( [walpon ianye hanye rm1 ms aku beli tuu, tapi ianye bmakne ahaha]
pada malam ituu pula dorang wat potong cake n bukak adiah. hahhaa. dorang suap sume skali (k.ngah n abg mzi) yg ade kt c2. aku laz skali dorang suap. upe2nye dorang nak wish aku hepi bday. hahaha. pastuu dorang bg card kat aku. hukhuk sodeyh. tenkiuwk2 for remembering! ;) terharu gile. [wlaupn blated kan haha]
keesokkan hariny lak, kitorang bpakat nak pakai lace. aku kan xd lace kwn2 sekalian, jd aku pn pakai laa baju lace nikah mamaku HAHAHA. no
rmal laa kot bj vintage turun-temurun hahaha. sp ag nak pakai if bukan anak die tol x? haha.
;D



Thursday, June 11, 2009

3rd June 09


Today is d day (ouhkie nt REALLY today laa kan) wen i was born. diz very date, (ouhkie not in 2009!) dat my beloved mama gave birth to a very cute (alololo chumelnye) baby girl weighing only 2 sumthing (i was born premature) at 3-ish a.m.
(ngade2 j bdk nih nak lahir mase camni). tenkiuwk2 mama for dat.

growing up, i turn out to be a very stubborn girl. (xcaye tny mama) i follow my own rules and will happily break any rules dat mama had set with abah. haha. mama dlu slalu cakap "kecik2 xmo mampus da bsr sok nyusahkan org" pergh ayat yg agak menyentap kalbu kan, kan? haha. but i know she doesnt mean it. i was juz being silly n she doesnt know how to handle my stubbornness. hehe. tapi apelah bdk kecik tau sgt, wat i was tinking dat time is how to paw money from abah to buy candies after school. alaawh, yg masuk duet 20sen pastuu dpt brg tuu. then nak bli junk food ag, pergh aku mmg gile junk food ms skola. kopok sure de dlm bag skola ms balik umah. pastuu mkn diam2 dalam bilik.hahaha.

everybody has a fear of their own n im included. for me, its roaches all the way baby! i hate, no i LOATHE them! my sister is my saviour from then till now. (da tua bangka pun nk kne panggil org jd penghapus haha) pergh bgaye sungguh aku lihat kakakku mengspray those roaches haha. aku mmg kijam. as long as i feel dat those damn creepy crawlies are still ALIVE n moving, i WILL NOT stop, i REFUSE to stop..killing them!! muahaha. yealaa kan, agak2 laa. kang if spray skali die lari tah mane2, kang die dtg blk kang sape yg ssh?? aku gak. ahaha. kang aku da kawen kang sure kelam-kabut laki aku. ahaha.

alam persekolahan menengah...heh. beshe laa. aku btambah degil. (tah hormon ape mmwatkan aku sgt susah utk berinteraksi ngn mamaku pn aku xtau laa)
hahaha. tapi setelah aku dewasa (21 people! hehe) aku sedar bhw segale yg die wat is for my own good. all those curfews n rules, i know i know..being d younger kid, she will ALWAYS feel worried about me. (tambah2 i was a sickly child once)
but mama, now dat ive reached diz age..pls loosen sum of d rules dear mom.
i know how to take care of myself better nw. (even if wen i fall sick, i will ALWAYS tell her first haha) *shorey mama for making u worried d hell about me*

having grown up, i realized dat mama is jz like any other moms. she worries, she laughs, she hates, she curses, she likes, she whines, she wins, she loses, she falls, she rises, she spanks, she glares, she EVERYTHING! but for whats worth, dat everything makes who i am today. there are things dat i disagree with u but for u being my MAMA, i wont give dat up for everything else. u are all ive got left to share with. (other than akak laa kan haha) uve experienced harder times than me n im shorey for making dat situations tougher than they have been. im glad u took me wen u guys separated. cz seeing today's situation, i would die (siyesly) if i stayed with abah. haha. n im grateful for all d things that uve given me even though u could nt really afford it at dat time. ;(

mama..for diz long ago belated mother's day, i wanna wish u a very hepi mother's day. i hope u found ur happiness now n i pray dat u will owez b hepi today, now n forever. i will try my best to b a better daughter but pls cut me some slack hehhehe. (im only 21..duh??) muahmuahmuah!

p/s : ouhyeah thx for d MAC makeup u gave me jz before i went to kak ngah's wedding. hehe.

ouhyeah.....forgot to mention. on diz day (wednesday) someone promised me to take me out for dinner. hahaha.
he came around 9pm and we went to mcd nearby. he came with his brother's car (manual) so die cam xsenang nk drive. not dat he cant drive manually (duh all d way from his house to my house, its not 5miles ouhkie?) but i know he prefers driving his dad's car. ahaha. die ckp kete ayah die parked kt dalam, kete abg die mmg da kt lua so die amek j laa kete abg die tuu. haha.

we were at d counter tapi still pk nk makan pe. haha. i asked him die nak mkn pe.
he said i ikot u j. halamak d thing is i dun really wanna eat. tambah2 ive diz mouth ulcer (saket!) so i dun feel like eating sgt. hukhuk. ;(
setelah berpk, akhirny we ordered double cheeseburger (aku pn xsure adekah tol burger itu yg aku order haha), ribena, mcflurry cornetto choc (yummy) n fries.
pergh sume itu sudah mampu utk mwatkan aku terliur tapi sbbkan ulcer aku n "kekenyangan" secare tibe2, aku tidak mampu utk mengenyangkan pewotku. shian die. hikhiks. ;p
seperti dijangke, makanan tuu xabeh pon..i asked him to juz leave it there tapi die nak gak bwk blk. hahaha. *sigh* i told him, u bwk blk sure xmkn laa. but he insisted so xp laa, g laa bwk blk nk sgt. huhuhu. ;p
so after dat, pusing2 sebentar makan angin d pekan itu (even tho xd pape pn sgt kan haha) sebelum die mhantarku pulang ke rumah n wish me again hepi bday. haha.
THE END. (cite lebey2 xley. ahaha.)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Journey back to "shweet old campus"

20.5.09 Wednesday

YEEHAA. diz is my first posting ever since ive fi
nished my presentation laz 2 weeks (i guess). well, waddya know..it turned out great (even tho i forgot to say my name at the beginning of d presentation. DEMMIT! ) haha. nways, me n feena arrived in ipoh on 5th. then we crashed at chak's house and later on, on the 6th i went to my sis' house at sidec. coz syera, mar n kecik didnt have a place to stay so i offered them to stay with me there. hehe.

PRESENTATION DAY..

woke up early cz mar's turn was at 9am. mine was at 11.30am. gile awl bangun kn?? pergh. aku pn xsangke hahaha.nways syera sent us at anggerik n we went to the foyer. as soon as we arrived, we saw a couple of gals were already there. (like ayu! hehe
mish her so muchh!!) Pn Narita (me+mar's evaluator) was there too n she asked d gals who were under her to go upstairs already.
she asked me n i said, "saye lambat ag Puan."

she replied, "nvm, naik j atas. saye tanak tunggu2."
ouh well, so i juz went upstairs to the lab n waited for m
y turn. (men pilih2 ngn d other gals sape nk masuk dlu. HAHA.)

afterwards me, ayu, mar went to uptown to wait for feena n d rest. dorang sume petang tapi da ckp aritu lecturers xikot turn. so dorang dtg awal. bile dorang da dtg, we had lunch together. pergh lapa gle. nasib bek da beh present. i
f not, i wouldnt be found stuffing my face out. hahaha.
a few moments later, feena said, "eiyh afiq laa." we all turned to see him. yeah, as expected ijat n kuchai were there t
oo. kitorang pon meneruskan sesi makan2 balik bile dorang xpasan kitorang. (nape tah kami agak nyirap di c2 HAHA.) pas g kat hajar's table, dorang melawat lak wan liklau's table (which was very nearby to our table). as they were sitting down, ijat saw us and he told d guys. yeah, as expected they went to sit beside our table.

afiq lak, de ke patot? datang2 j "paan! la
me xjumpe ko!" then he touched both of my ears. WTH? i was like, "fiq, on drugs ke? hahahah" Afiq pon gelak pastu die g dudok kat seat die. kitorang pon sembang laa yg bukan2 sampai laa chaie dtg (chaie g present tadi ye kwn2) ngan jacket itamnye. haha. datang2 kutok lect (bangang tol budak nih HAHA).

tetibe feena berkate, "eiyh tuu farah kan? sape sblah tuu?" we, d gals were staring at them when i said, "isnt dat dina? OMGG, kurus nak mampos!!" (n i really mean it!!) bile dorang da
tang kat table kitorang, we were like "dina ko watpe? gile kurus!" and "weiyh diet pe nih? xsangke aku susut gile!" also from me "pergh dina, nih da lawan tokey nih. hahaha".
ALL THAT and also from the boys, "fewitt!
" and "da de bf lom?". and they were bz "DISCUSSING" with each other whats dina's figure size. HAHAHAHA. bangang.

then, later on fairuz and wan (BS dudes) datang n lepak skali. fairuz chatted a bit with feena n he said hye to me. i said hye back. (wah sgt formal HAHA.) i didnt know y but i dun h
ave d feel to talk to him at dat moment. (am i crazy or what?? HAHAHAHA.) nways d guys gotta go and feena n i kirim duet kat afiq soh beli ticket balik kL malam tuu. *it was an ots decision, xcaye aku balik awl sgt nih hahaha*

i left a few things at my sis' place so dat i wont have to carry a lot of stuff goin back home. HEHE.
(cant believe i actually left my trusted straightener n hair dryer at her house!) haha. nvm, this time around i'll go AU NATUREL. hahahaha. *as if.*


we reached kL by 9pm (which is earlier than expected!). tot we'll reach there by 10pm. seems like d driver wanted to be an F1 driver after all. (HAHAHA) feena asked d driver to drop us at the pump station after the jalan duta toll. (i think so.) coz she said ejal will b picking us up there. n then we boarded down the bus n waved at d boys (afiq n kuchai. dorang gerak pudu.) n i felt sumthing was missing. FARK! DEMMIT! i totally forgot to shake hands or even say goodbye to them! i realized i juz went down without facing them! *ouh God, sure kecik ati dorang and sure bahan aku if jumpe balik. fark.*

so i texted afiq n apologized to him n kuchai for
not "facing them" before i got down d bus. d reply? "ko mmg..xpandang aku pn..teruk tol kan?" see? i told ya sure die ckp camni. adez..
aku pon ngan pjg lebar reply balik msg die hahaha. *rase guilty lebey sbnr HAHA*
so bcoz its a bit early n ejal was supposed to come at 10pm, we juz hung out there at d pump station waiting...waiting.....and more waiting. hehehe.

ouhyeah i did buy an instant nescafe at d station. yea
laa i was sleeping during d whole journey back to kL! pastuu mamai2 da kne tuwon bas. haha! need an instant boost for my mengantok-ness. haha.

ejal came 10-ish and picked us up and went to a mamak sumwhere in sentul coz im hungry. AHAHAHA. shian ejal. however, realizing dat it was 11 when we got there, i decided to juz tapaw my maggie goreng n eat it at feena's house. btw, we stayed at feena's house in subang dat nite coz feena ckp selesa ag kat subang. mane2 j laa, aku ikot j. pakcik zuhairi (ayah feena hehe) drove us there n he has to wake up early to go to his workplace. adez shian2. so d next day we woke up a bit late, 11-ish (haha!) and feena made me a nescafe. (dap gile, coz tlbey susu. hehehe.feena kne try ag nih, camne nk kawen nnt? ejal da ready. HAHA.)
n bcoz it was friday, feena said ejal will b picking us up there after friday prayers. fine by me. its not as if i need to do sumthng urgent pon. haha.
so bile ejal amek kitorang g makan kt mcd kl sentral. before dat, ingat nak makan kt mamak laa, kdai melayu tepi ja
lan laa. last2 feena ckp makan kt mcd sentral j laa. HAHA. aduy aku pon pening. ini adalah kerana feena takut lambat coz ejal kene amek kwn die ag. hehe.

so after that, we didnt get to see each other anymo
re. *SIGH* da laa laz elaun xdapat2 ag.
biadap tol mereka2 nih. feena pon same xdapat ag. AHAHA. so we found another way to get together...by CONFERENCING! at ym. hahaha. jimat duet xya kua2. if agak2 sorang dua da de, we'll call d others to conference ramai2. baru havoc kan, kan?? hahaha.
the other day, i invited odah ( a junior n my
fwen) to d chat room. klaka gile mase tuu hahaha.
bdk2 nih laa senget. beshe laa. de j nak cakap. mase odah xde xmo cakap hahaha!


ouhyeah, d other day chak texted me and said, "weiyh aku
da tau nak bagi name anak pe. if pompuan aku nak letak kaseh kesuma and julita anggun. if boy aku nak letak budi, ok x?"
i laughed upon reading the message and replied, "budi bahasa ke? hehehe."

even more funny was dat she said back, "budi budiman pon ley. haha!"
AHAHAH now i realized dat i have such crazy fwens yet i HEART them like hell!

hehehe. mish u guys!!! bile nak jumpe nih???

+ counting d days till d next meetin
g....or conferencing hahaha! +