3rd June 09

Today is d day (ouhkie nt REALLY today laa kan) wen i was born. diz very date, (ouhkie not in 2009!) dat my beloved mama gave birth to a very cute (alololo chumelnye) baby girl weighing only 2 sumthing (i was born premature) at 3-ish a.m.
(ngade2 j bdk nih nak lahir mase camni). tenkiuwk2 mama for dat.

growing up, i turn out to be a very stubborn girl. (xcaye tny mama) i follow my own rules and will happily break any rules dat mama had set with abah. haha. mama dlu slalu cakap "kecik2 xmo mampus da bsr sok nyusahkan org" pergh ayat yg agak menyentap kalbu kan, kan? haha. but i know she doesnt mean it. i was juz being silly n she doesnt know how to handle my stubbornness. hehe. tapi apelah bdk kecik tau sgt, wat i was tinking dat time is how to paw money from abah to buy candies after school. alaawh, yg masuk duet 20sen pastuu dpt brg tuu. then nak bli junk food ag, pergh aku mmg gile junk food ms skola. kopok sure de dlm bag skola ms balik umah. pastuu mkn diam2 dalam bilik.hahaha.

everybody has a fear of their own n im included. for me, its roaches all the way baby! i hate, no i LOATHE them! my sister is my saviour from then till now. (da tua bangka pun nk kne panggil org jd penghapus haha) pergh bgaye sungguh aku lihat kakakku mengspray those roaches haha. aku mmg kijam. as long as i feel dat those damn creepy crawlies are still ALIVE n moving, i WILL NOT stop, i REFUSE to stop..killing them!! muahaha. yealaa kan, agak2 laa. kang if spray skali die lari tah mane2, kang die dtg blk kang sape yg ssh?? aku gak. ahaha. kang aku da kawen kang sure kelam-kabut laki aku. ahaha.

alam persekolahan menengah...heh. beshe laa. aku btambah degil. (tah hormon ape mmwatkan aku sgt susah utk berinteraksi ngn mamaku pn aku xtau laa)
hahaha. tapi setelah aku dewasa (21 people! hehe) aku sedar bhw segale yg die wat is for my own good. all those curfews n rules, i know i know..being d younger kid, she will ALWAYS feel worried about me. (tambah2 i was a sickly child once)
but mama, now dat ive reached diz age..pls loosen sum of d rules dear mom.
i know how to take care of myself better nw. (even if wen i fall sick, i will ALWAYS tell her first haha) *shorey mama for making u worried d hell about me*

having grown up, i realized dat mama is jz like any other moms. she worries, she laughs, she hates, she curses, she likes, she whines, she wins, she loses, she falls, she rises, she spanks, she glares, she EVERYTHING! but for whats worth, dat everything makes who i am today. there are things dat i disagree with u but for u being my MAMA, i wont give dat up for everything else. u are all ive got left to share with. (other than akak laa kan haha) uve experienced harder times than me n im shorey for making dat situations tougher than they have been. im glad u took me wen u guys separated. cz seeing today's situation, i would die (siyesly) if i stayed with abah. haha. n im grateful for all d things that uve given me even though u could nt really afford it at dat time. ;(

mama..for diz long ago belated mother's day, i wanna wish u a very hepi mother's day. i hope u found ur happiness now n i pray dat u will owez b hepi today, now n forever. i will try my best to b a better daughter but pls cut me some slack hehhehe. (im only 21..duh??) muahmuahmuah!

p/s : ouhyeah thx for d MAC makeup u gave me jz before i went to kak ngah's wedding. hehe.

ouhyeah.....forgot to mention. on diz day (wednesday) someone promised me to take me out for dinner. hahaha.
he came around 9pm and we went to mcd nearby. he came with his brother's car (manual) so die cam xsenang nk drive. not dat he cant drive manually (duh all d way from his house to my house, its not 5miles ouhkie?) but i know he prefers driving his dad's car. ahaha. die ckp kete ayah die parked kt dalam, kete abg die mmg da kt lua so die amek j laa kete abg die tuu. haha.

we were at d counter tapi still pk nk makan pe. haha. i asked him die nak mkn pe.
he said i ikot u j. halamak d thing is i dun really wanna eat. tambah2 ive diz mouth ulcer (saket!) so i dun feel like eating sgt. hukhuk. ;(
setelah berpk, akhirny we ordered double cheeseburger (aku pn xsure adekah tol burger itu yg aku order haha), ribena, mcflurry cornetto choc (yummy) n fries.
pergh sume itu sudah mampu utk mwatkan aku terliur tapi sbbkan ulcer aku n "kekenyangan" secare tibe2, aku tidak mampu utk mengenyangkan pewotku. shian die. hikhiks. ;p
seperti dijangke, makanan tuu xabeh pon..i asked him to juz leave it there tapi die nak gak bwk blk. hahaha. *sigh* i told him, u bwk blk sure xmkn laa. but he insisted so xp laa, g laa bwk blk nk sgt. huhuhu. ;p
so after dat, pusing2 sebentar makan angin d pekan itu (even tho xd pape pn sgt kan haha) sebelum die mhantarku pulang ke rumah n wish me again hepi bday. haha.
THE END. (cite lebey2 xley. ahaha.)