Sunday, July 26, 2009

.hols.


effing hols. siyesly. i was owedy at home since friday noon. i was tinking of going home diz wknd but upon hearing dat uitm will b closing for d nex week cz of d h1n1 epidemic, i pon ngan cepat txt my mom to pick me up n will b at home till tues. hahaha. malas nk dok umah sendiri lame2. dunno why.....first i heard bout d news dat perak campus will b closing down laz wed after d melaka campus is closed from sum1. then laz fri, wafa's bf told her in d morning during cls dat ours will b closed as well for d nex wk. so its considered as d mid term break for d whole uitm campuses. ceh.
bengang j. its like, we were juz starting class n d nex thing, we will b having our mid term break. (which i dun rly need now hahha) sangat cepat kott. later on if i soooo need d break, then i wont b getting one. cis.

nways diz hols pon im juz sitting around d house doin nothing. bowink gile. sumpah bowink. da laa diz sem i feel like unmotivated...i attend classes, i chill with my new fwens n my hsemates, i eat (A LOT)..but still im unmotivated. im stil adapting to new fwens, new classes, new programme, new surroundings, new faces...n wateva else new there is. hahahaha. cmon babe, cmon!! push urself a bit! u hv no one to look after u now. remind urself not to slack down! study laa! bile aku d umah, bukan watpe pn, so dats y i was tinking to go back to sa early than d rest. at least i can study there. (haha!) or kua jogging (haha lagi) or put over at my fwen's. or wateva. i'll figure bout it later. but i'll b alone though. no one will b at home nnt. ive not enuff credit, not enuff food, no fwens to accompany, no MONEY (hukhuk) n maybe d silence will make me think deep. kan? hahaa. it scares me a bit but nvm..i'll survive. hahaha. i ekcely soooooooooooo wanna meet up sum1 but he told me dat hes going back early too. n he didnt even asked me to meet up so it'll look like, aku j yg terhegeh2 nk jmp die kan if aku j yg nag tanye bile nk jmp, so might as well i zipped my mouth n hold d question kan. bialaa if die xnk jumpe aku pn, i dun gv an effing care laa. da penat tink bout others j wen others dun tink bout me dat much. toodles everybody. muahmuah. mls nak type da.

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