what is this??

i dun get why some people can be unsupportive at times.. i mean they should be your pillar of strength but instead they are like this...
i know im not the best of student whom you could ask EVERYTHING,
and im not the best of girl whom you could ask ANYTHING
but then you should know by now that:

i am forgetful. most of the times things tend to disappear from my mind. not my fault. so dun get riled up when i ask questions, coz when i do, that just means i forgot about them. doesnt hurt to tell again.
i am cranky. if people get on my nerves, like when i ask questions, n people find it lame, or that i already should know the questions, and so they feel like they dun need to answer them.
newsflash: if i knew the answer i wouldnt be asking them, would i?
i need support. even if i suck on things, you really shouldnt put me down. at least say something encouraging after that, just to not make me feel shitty.
ouhh and friends tell friends things. if you feel like i shouldnt know about it, then dun discuss about it when im around. how would you feel if you were in my place? left out right?

*this was written when i was in emo state hoho