its been proven just a while ago. i couldn't beat her. clearly im the obvious loser.
its impossible. now its even like, its hopeless..or useless.
its like, whatever desperate attempts i try will just result in sore losses.
any structured plans would've end in being im the joker.
funny isn't it coz whatever that happens to me i'll remember him.
he likes this, he doesn't like that..blablabla..crap.
forgetting is such a hard thing to do coz i'll be like, searching and searching for him.
i know, i know...i'll look fuckin desperate. but yeah, i AM desperate.
desperate for his attention.
which i obviously won't get until HELL FREEZES OVER.
now, i know most of the babes have been like, "get over him already!" or "u can have better"
but i dunno...we're talkin bout feelings here.
funny isn't it coz no matter how that person screws u up, you'll still be like, willin to do whatever just to be close and connected. damn.
im always like this. falling for the wrong guy. either he's taken or im just bff material.
and people keep askin, "why the single-ness?"
funny i couldn't answer that.
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