down memory lane

Yesterday, when i thought about the upcoming new sem i have to endure.. suddenly many things came to mind. the what-ifs were popping one by one in my mind, asking to be answered, which obviously i have no answer of. the feelings ive been painfully felt these past few months, coupled with many dramas whatsoever, left me with miserable memories instead. juz early diz month ive turned 21, wow. wat an age. i didnt realize how far ive gone since i first finished my spm in 2005.
wow again. haha. 2006, got accepted to do my dip at uitm perak. during those years...well, u could say the first few sems i was constantly depressed and was trying hard to get rid of all the 'pests' ive stumbled into out of my life. haha. im not sorry for getting to know them at the first place, coz if i havent known them, then i wouldnt know how ANNOYING, SELFISH and USELESS human beings they are ever walked on the face of the Earth! ESPECIALLY U, EVIL BITCH HUDA! yes, ive said her name out loud, so what?? haha.

Nways, there were many luvly memories ive gathered as well. those Family Day Event, Ifthar Ramadan, Part 4 Event, ouh yeah and also THE Protest. Haha that was funny, the protest i meant. Everybody was like, so bz talking and preparing whatever things they wanna bring during the 'black parade' at the foyer. Us? cam beshe laa, taking pictures here and there. hahaha! wah, wah time protest sume smangat kan? time nak datang class lembik! [inilah ape lecturer BEL aku perli the next day hahaha] Ooooh, wait theres more! kitorang nih slalu hang out together ramai2 [budak2 p5 nih laa], baru besh dowh! i still remember those moments like when we went to batu gajah jz to eat pizza, overnite ramai2 tgk midnite movie, lepak2 kat padang polo [dgr afiq n feena nyanyi yg sumbang tuu hahaha!] and paling xley lupe, mase p5 ramai2 visit Puan Hazlina kat umah die, (7 cars if im not mistaken) followed by a splish splash kat Lata Kinjang, later on a trip to JJ [karaoke, makan2 sume] then makan lagi kat dataran ipoh, ended with a futsal game by the boys. Wat a crazy day we had! It was all fun, noisy, laid-back, crazy and everything else! I wouldnt trade that for anything!

Sampai mase, kene berpisah jua. i still remember that day Majlis Perpisahan Part 5 OM where it was held at the bilik TV angsana/bidara. GOD! that day was seriously, the saddest day of all days ive ever experienced! all the boys were there. most of the gals were present too. Paan as the then-OMSA President gave the farewell speech. afterwards it was the makan-makan time. later on, (this is the part i hated the most, the tearful part) we were told to push back all the chairs so that the center of the room is left empty. Feena told me that Afiq told her we will b having some kind of "sesi mintak maaf sesame sendiri".
hahahaha. pergh sape laa punye idea nk wat camni nih. buang mase j. (senar cam malu kan nak salam2 the guys minx maap sume hahaa) then mase prac and cuti slalu contact budak2 nih gak cakap rindu laa hape laa. cam poyo j padahal nnt jmp balik gak. hehe.
haha but since i know that we all got to further our degree at shah alam, so takpelaa kan? aku xya laa rindu2 korang da. dekat laa gak kan? hahaha.

Ouhkie, thats dat. then out of the blue, i got to know diz one guy when i was in p4. at first i hated him so much (ive my reasons ouhkayy? haha) and agpon we were introduced by wanie. tuu pon accidentally when we stumbled upon each other on our way for dinner on campus. before this ive heard wanie said so much about him but i dunno why i juz hated it everytime she mentioned his name....i soooo dunno why hahaha! then mase terjumpe first time tuu, wanie introduced me to him.
"aus, nih paan kwn along. paan, nih la aus."
he looked at me and said, "paan? cam name laki. serious." [trust me, mase nih style die ckp the word serious sgt annoying!]
upon hearing him said that, i felt like i wanna slap him! no kidding! [da laa before diz mmg aku annoyed gile ngn die kan, aku pon xtau nape haha!]

then diz one nite, me n my fwens were walking back from downtown and he was there too [i seriously cant remember how the hell he was there too] then i dunno how we got to exchange our numbers and starting from then on, he was the first one to send me a message. since then onwards, we were texting a lot each other n we got pretty close and eventually became the so-called BFFs. hahaha. he helped me alot actually but he gave me heartaches most of the time too. i felt like i COULD kill him sumtimes! *sigh*
but watever it is, he has been a good friend and i soo not hope it will juz end here, even though we are no longer at the same place. haha.
aku pon da xtau nak cakap hape da senar coz post nih aku da reserve lame cume xpublish2 j ag sebab asek xsiap haha.