should i?

should i stay or should i run away?
should i be afraid or should i be bold?
should i accept it or should i deny?
should i make it known or should i put in the dark?
should i say it or should i surpress it?
should i leave it be or should i change it?
should i be hoping or should i put the hopes down?
should i linger still or should i put an end to it?
should i be avoiding or should i be confronting?
should i cry still or should i put the tears away?
should i ignore others or should i care about the words said?
should i pretend things gonna be okay or should i realize its otherwise?
should i make my way through or should i hold back?
should i preserve it or should i destroy it?
should i put my heart on the brink of destruction for you who cant really profess your luv to me yet you cant let me go for your heart has some affection to me [or so i think] and yet you mean THE WORLD to me. i cant stay longer if you juz cant be proud of having me around as your loved one and not only find me in your times of despair but also in your times of joy. my only wish is that you will be able to say it and really mean it and not make me as your second best.
love lost is hard but love undetermined is way harder.